I knew we’d get some flak for it. But we did it anyway. There are just some decisions that have to be made, whatever our feelings are about them. I hated doing it. I was talking to online friends about it even before we finalized the decision. And all the while, my heart was breaking. It still is.

Is it really all right to hold on to people when they aren’t doing what they volunteered for in the first place, just because they are good at what they do? That is, when they find the time to do their responsibilities.

Is it all right to hold on to them because they’ve been your friends for the longest time and you dare not offend them?

Is it all right to hold on to them when the other people are getting disappointed because your friends are not doing their part?

Is it wrong for me to feel utterly helpless to help those who are willing to take up their part but could not do so because others are missing? Is it wrong for me to feel ashamed because I could not give them what we promised because some people are off somewhere?

It is wrong for me to feel frustrated because some responsibilities are being neglected?

It is all right to let them go on with their ways knowing that its causing problems for others?

Is it wrong to want to be able to give the best to those who expect it from you, and those who you promised it to?

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