There’s a distinct impression that I am looking around while standing still. And the realization is not because I’ve been standing still, rather, that I’ve hit the ground running years ago and never stopped running until now. I wasn’t even aware of it until now that things are standing still. Now that I have realized it, I am looking around trying to figure out where I’ve actually run off to.

And why I was running so hard in the first place.

I’ve run past everything years ago that now I have the time to look around, I don’t know where to go or what to do. Do I run or do I walk? Do I go forward, sideways, stray from the path? Though I can never go backwards.

Things that seemed important before don’t seem to matter now. Things that I never minded before take up most of my mind. How does one determine what is important?

I don’t want to go running anymore. I don’t want to walk either. I want to fly.

The main obstacle now is trying to find the courage to fly.

For me, I dread these times… the times that I need to go to an optometrist and get my eyes checked again. So we went yesterday to get my eyes checked and surprises of all surprises, my eyesight degraded to dramatic proportions. Again.

Thus continued the admonitions from various side of too much reading for me. I mean… I love reading! It’s my only addiction (well, next to eating XD). And c’mon, how can one do too much reading? I can’t get enough of reading!

So here’s a look at my new prescription glasses. It’s black and yellow~ Well, only the sides are yellow. ^^

My new eyeglasses~

I had to get a square-shaped one because my face is round. It helps minimize the overall appearance of my round face. XD They cost much more than ordinary eyeglasses because of the high refraction rating of my eyes and also because they’re Ultra Thin lenses. I can imagine that if I didn’t choose ultra thin lenses, my glasses would be even thicker than coke bottles. >.>

So, there I go getting in more debt… But at least this one was a very necessary expense…

It’s that time again when I get nosy and see what people are searching on the net that result in them being taken to this little blog on the web. XD Note that most of these are just the weird ones and not the normal keyword searches.

1. sexy vampires with swords – Ehem! I mentioned something like that in this blog?! XD
2. anime tagalog dubbed – I don’t have any samples of those here… but I do talk about this…
3. аватары рыцарь вампир – What? XDDD
4. what happens to Kanama in Vampire Knights – I have no idea too… since the character’s name should be Kaname…
5. full moon wo sagashite singing avatar – An avatar can sing?!
6. 6 – That makes no sense at all…
7. Guinea Pig Pictures – hey~ My pets are famous!