Dreams and Fantasy

Different dreams I’ve had and other imaginary musings.

My Basic Instincts?

I had a really weird dream that had me re-evaluate my primitive instincts.

I was riding on a ship, traveling to a country of promise, a land unknown, with excitement brightening my cheeks. All seemed perfect when I noticed that the girl I most hated was in the same ship. I hated her because she was so full of herself, fluffing her hair and batting her eyelashes to attract men. She was in a corner surrounded by people, flaunting a brand new cellphone that someone had given her as a present. She was rich; she was pretty; she was popular. Bottom line? Everything that I was not.

That night the ship passed a raging storm. Our ship rocked back and forth against the rampaging waves. All the passengers were up on deck to help the crew with whatever needed doing to ensure that the ship will manage it through the storm. I saw the girl I hated, just standing there watching all the people scrambling back and forth on the deck. There was no thought; no premeditation. I acted purely on impluse. I went over to her, knocked her unconcious, tied her arms behind her, tied a ball and chain on her feet and tossed her overboard.

I stared after her at the churning waters, frowning in thought but in reality my mind was blank, ceased of thought. Then again I acted purely in impluse, without thought, without hesitation. I jumped after her, the raging waters swallowing me.

The world under the sea was calm, disguising the reality of a turbulent storm above us. I looked around and saw her form. She was floating, her body was upright, her face upturned to the surface of the water, her long dark hair bollowing behind her. Slivers of light passed her pale face and created an eerie atmosphere against the utter calm of the water all around us. I was looking at her dead form, entranced.

Without knowing how or why, I reached into my pocket and pulled out an object. It was her cellphone, the one she was flaunting to everyone a few hours before. I didn’t know how or why I had it, I just knew what I wanted to do with it.

I flipped open the cover and turned on the camera that was built into the phone. I swam towards the girl and proceeded to take pictures of her in every angle. At her side, front, back, a close-up of the face; every possible angle I could think of. Contented, I swam up to the surface.

I was back in the ship and we landed to our destination. After a while I went to some acquaintances and showed them the pictures I took and developed; pictures of the girl at the bottom of the ocean. They didn’t remark anything out of the ordinary, not even the fact that the girl in the picture was missing. But then someone steered my attention to one picture. It was a picture of the girl taken with her facing the camera, a full body shot. What was intriguing was at the right corner of the picture was a white material, like a long torn gown flowing as if in movement.

I frowned and looked at the other pictures. Sure enough, the white material can be seen in all the pictures, but it was nothing concrete; as if that something was trying not to be photographed, always seen at a corner of one’s eye. As I got to the last picture, my hand froze. What the white material was finally reveleaved. It was looking straight at the camera, it’s mouth wide open as if wanting to swallow it. It looked like a ghoul, a spirit that is in torment, it’s mouth open as if in silent scream.

It was the spirit of the girl.

April 20th, 2006 | 1 Comment »

An Elitist?

Want to hear about my lastest escapade? This time I was rubbing elbows with the bigwigs in the engineering design field.

I was in Heritage hotel the whole day today because of a software seminar my company sent me to. Nothing extraordinary happened, except. . .

Team mate: You aren’t supposed to use that spoon for your food. That’s just for the soup.

Me: So what am I going to use?

Team mate: This fork.

Me: You want me to use a fork to eat rice?!

Team mate: That’s how it is in these high class hotels

Me: I can’t eat rice using a fork! Give me chopsticks!

And I still ended up using a fork to eat my rice. The cruelty.

April 20th, 2006 | No Comments »

The Reunion

She was running. Running as fast as her feet could carry her. She ran her tongue over her parched lips. Her chest hurt to badly as if she’d burst with pain at any moment. The disease was spreading all over her body. The pain intensified with every step. She needed to see that person. Only he had the cure to her disease; her plague. He had to.

She barely noticed anything as she burst into a familiar house. Her eyes darted across the room in search of someone, of any sign of activity. She saw a darked haired woman wipping the table.

‘Where is he?’ She stared at the dark-haired woman feverishly. To her she must look crazy, bursting into the room, with her hair in wild disarray, chest heaving, with eyes darting to and fro. She didn’t care. The pain was increasing; unbearable. God, the pain! She clutched her chest and grimaced. Just a little longer. She had to find him.

The dark-haired woman looked shocked at her appearance but she pointed towards a door at the far corner of the room. She ran towards the door of her salvation.

She opened the door and there she saw him. Her breath caught. His back was to her and he was kneeling down, apparently fixing something. The pain was now overwhelming, taking with it but a last bit of her strength. She closed her eyes. Not now. Just a little bit more.

He turned as he felt her presence. He smiled as he saw her and she bit her lip and closed her eyes as he came towards her. Her last bit of strength vanished as he enfolded her in his arms. The pain! Dear heaven, the pain!

She opened and searched his face, every curve, every angle. Her fingers brushed his sunlit hair; her eyes probed his cerulean ones, unbelieving even at this moment. She let her fingers stray over his lips as tears stung her eyes and she looked up as him. He brushed away her unshed tears and smiled.

‘Welcome home.’

She rested her head against him and let the pain flow through her. The calendar on the wall said that she’d only been gone two weeks, but it felt like forever.

As she let the disease, and along with it–the pain, dissolve from her, she managed to choke out. ‘Next time, next time, Cloud, you come with me.’

April 11th, 2006 | No Comments »

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